Oct
30
2007
intercity
Gisborne to Auckland
last time I took this trip my life was never the same again
9 and a half hours
never the same
the pivotal, cathartic, life changing 9 and a half hours
of a drive
change from the drive?
or
what preceded the drive?
the drive
the full stop on “that” stage of my life
kibosh
on “that” stage of my life
stage?
or war?
survival, struggle, stress
stage?
the stage is a much happier, fulfilling, magical place
not a stage, a war
the bus drive
the same bus drive home to tamaki
the one I took 20 years ago
never the same
here it is
right here now
a chance to let “it” go
a chance to change
pushed to change
or the miracle of destiny?
cause and effect?
or change from pressure?
meant to be
the miracle of milestones
the miracle
the nine and a half hour bus drive
a signpost
a flag
the 2nd great mark in my life
oh that drive, 20 years ago
I wish it was that same successful journey
it worked
effective
the milestone
come on what about now
make it work
what now?
what next?
whatever I want
written 3 jan 07 by vanessa rare COPYRIGHT 07
Oct
30
2007
MANAGE
RESPONSIBLY
UNDERSTAND
IMMEDIATELY
RIGHT NOW
OVER POPULATION
CREATING
CONSUMERISM
CAPITALISM
FASCISM
RACISM
SEXISM
EMASCULATION
FEMINISM
SEPARATION
DESPERATION
ANTI HUMANISM
GLOBALIZATION
SURREALISM
CREATING
MANAGING
OVER POPULATION
by vanessa rare
Copyright © 2007 by Vanessa Rare
Oct
30
2007
Motorway Driving
After driving on the new motorway, called autostrada here,
I began to panic; there was endlessness about it no beginning
no end, no exit, I was trapped forever doomed to drive fast
for no reason whatsoever, I began to see spirits of those who
had driven too fast, as holistic beings perpetually repeating
the accident that made them unseen, I heard metal shrieking
in a heart rendering agony only things made of earth can do,
unlike plastic that is a product of deadness and suffers no pain.
Blood filled my windscreen first as drops, then it became as
tropical rain, a deluge, a river of blood of the innocent and
the guilty, all expendable figures, as we tacitly accept this;
the automobile is power the whole society, all what we are, is
built on this shaky foundation. But we know nothing else and
will continue till the last drop of oil is extracted from the soil.
And as we sink into nihilistic despair the gypsy will continue
his slow progress, cart & horse, across the green landscape of
eternity
Oct
30
2007
Senryu
To live sans regrets?
Possible if your heart is cold
And compassion’s frozen
Haiku
Summer is still here
Hoof it up from noon till five
As October sleeps
Haiku
Morning, yet still dark
Daylight hides in the basement
Thunder rules O.K.
Senryu
When Castro was young
Few cars drove on Cuba’s roads
Still driving though.
Oct
30
2007
Wildlife Pleasure.
Tonight they serve giraffe neck, at the long
table in the restaurant, for fifty invited guests,
left over will be given to the poor who have
brought tin plates and metal spoons they bang
together to get attention and to make music.
They chatter about last week’s big meal when
a grilled gorilla was served at the round table,
with small oblong potatoes, rich gravy and
French wines but only for the chosen fifty.
Those outside were offered wine labels of
empty bottles to take home and decorate their
walls. Hippo stuffed with lions heart will be
next week’s menu, for afters monkey brains
sweetened with sherry Amontillado.